What's my pride worth?

I embarked on a mission to avenge the disappearance of Cynthia Jane 
Anderson.  I had various hypotheses on how and why she disappeared.  Did any 
of my ideas take root and lead to the solution?  If they did I haven't heard 
anything about it.

In as much as I'd like to be right, my pride isn't worth it.  My perspective 
is biased.  Carolyn hurt me and to get revenge I tied her in with Jane.  I'm 
not saying that's impossible.  I just don't have the resources to prove it. 
My pride isn't worth it.

I don't intend to quit a minute before the miracle happens.  It's just that 
the investigative tools I need to arrive at that miracle are outside my 
reach.  As long as Jane has been missing, it would be a miracle to find the 
perpetrators and prosecute them, as sad as it is that she had to disappear 
in the first place. Why?

I'm afraid my endeavor to be right has no place in a murder investigation. 
However it all turns out may be the way it was meant to be.  When I leave 
the equation, maybe it will open up more room for the truth, whatever it is. 
Obviously I don't know it.

At this time I surrender the solution to this crime to Law Enforcement with 
what I have told them already over a year ago.