http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZGWQauQOAQ

Sorry, that's the complete version of
The Sound of Silence.

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OXANA MALAYA revisited

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lMbf8R9BPyg&feature=PlayList&p=8514907...

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From her elegant demeanour and the way she puts her words together,
Oxana Malaya is no fool.

I have a theory that Oxana chose to sacrifice herself for us in her
pre-birth state.
According to that theory, in that inter-incarnation state, she viewed
the historical record preserved in the cosmic consciousness, saw
where
we are going, and offered herself to you and to me in that role,
knowing the impact those images would have on the viewers (those who
let themselves think about it).

Only a few will draw the obvious conclusions. She must have known it,
in her pre-birth state. But perhaps she chose to give herself to us
in
that way, for the sake of the few who would be willing to look and
learn.

I want to give something back to the beautiful Oxana for her
sacrifice, so I have looked and learned, and am shouting about it.

If you want to accept the precious gift Oxana is offering you, first
forget about the ruling group propaganda in the narrative - 'perhaps
this will help scientists to understand better....' and all that
claptrap.

You do not need a 'scientist' to explain to you what you perceive in
front of your eyes and the obvious conclusions to be drawn from what
you perceive in front of your eyes. Your submission to fake "science"
is rooted in *the psychology of the survivalist emergency* , which
you
must overcome of you want to heal.

Do you want to heal?

If so,

(1)   View a long version of the Oxana Malaya story, ignoring the
strange references to those befuddled 'scientists' who are struggling
to catch up with what the rest of us already know from common sense
and elementary logic.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lMbf8R9BPyg&feature=PlayList&p=8514907...

(2)   Next - think of what was going on with you in the first few
months of your life, about what exactly happened between you and your
mother. Look again at
Your Baby is not a Sack of Potatoes, Mrs !
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_121hsrds9ww

(3)   Next - although you have forgotten it in your surface
consciousness - (with Oxana in mind) think of how urgent and intense
was your impulse to return your mother's love, by returning her
loving
caresses to her, exactly as given, and above all your need to see the
satisfied smile of pleasure on your mother's face as you caressed
your
mother's anus and gave your mother sexual pleasure in her anus just
as
your mother gave you sexual pleasure in your anus. You don't
remember,
but these were your authentic feelings as an infants, as Oxana in
indirectly conveying to you.

(4)   Next, think of the toxic shame your mother communicated to you
to PROHIBIT you from IMITATING and REPEATING her love for you. Think
of what your mother did to you in that critical phase of your life.
She was communicating to you that your experience is invalid, that if
you want to survive, if you want to retain Mummy's love and
protection, which you desperately needed to do................ you
must DENY YOUR OWN EXPERIENCE AND DENY THE EVIDENCE OF YOUR SENSES
AND
DENY THE VERDICTS OF ELEMENTARY LOGIC.
Are you beginning to see it now?
Your mother - every mother in the world - reduced you to an
intellectual cripple and a moral idiot when she prohibited you from
returning her loving caresses and declared you to be defective on
account of possessing beautiful body parts which are being
reclassified as so evil that they must be concealed and never spoken
of.
NOW DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHY YOU FALL FOR THAT LINE IN THE OXANA VIDEO:
'perhaps this will help scientists to understand...' what you already
understand but are afraid to vocalise....

YOUR MOTHER MADE YOU ABSOLUTELY TERRIFIED OF TRUSTING THE EVIDENCE OF
YOUR SENSES AND OF TRUSTING THE OBVIOUS CONCLUSIONS TO BE DRAWN FROM
WHAT YOU PERCEIVE IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES !

Are you beginning to see it now?

Therein lies the only true and sustainable healing.

There is no *airy-fairy / job will do itself / great spiritual
awakening just around the corner* ...

The only true healing lies in becoming aware of WHO YOU ACTUALLY ARE
AND WHERE YOU COME FROM AND WHAT REDUCED YOU TO THIS STATE.

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The Sound of Silence
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZGWQauQOAQ
"And the words of the prophet are written on the subway walls, and
tenement halls,
And whispered in the sound of Silence."

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In my view, the beautiful Oxana Malaya gave herself to you,
sacrificed
her life for you, by choosing that location of conception, in that
alcoholic woman's womb, knowing what the ensuing events would be
capable of teaching you, if you wanted to look and learn.

I am giving something back to Oxana.

She deserves the same from you.
Do her the honour of understanding what she is conveying to you, at
least in the privacy of your own mind........
.............and whispered in the Sound of Silence.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZGWQauQOAQ

Oxana
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lMbf8R9BPyg&feature=PlayList&p=8514907...

Your Baby is not a Sack of Potatoes, Mrs !
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_121hsrds9ww

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Withdrawal of previous advice by Peter Newman:

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I no longer advise people to put into practice my recommendations for
Practical Reparenting exercises under present conditions (meaning
while the present civilsation lasts, and it could conceivably last a
good while longer, far beyond our lifetimes, although nobody knows for
sure).

If pursued in the spirit of true personal and societal healing, the PR
exercises enable both you and your surrogate mother / co-healer to
recover fully the authentic memories of the perceptions, experiences
and impulses of human babies, which we all had to forget.

Briefly, I feel now that nobody has the right to offer such advice.

Each of us is different, but if we pursue PR in a spirit of healing,
powerful primal emotions can be released, emotions not recognised by
this civilisation, emotions which do not belong in this mentally ill
civilisation and for which we will be punished by this mentally ill
civilisation.

I'm an old man and I can cope with the rest of my life. However, the
effect on me of my two ventures into Practical Reparenting is to
enable me to see with perfect clarity the type of harmonious
civilisation we could have if we had sane societal arrangements.
Therefore I feel a painful longing for what could be if our mothers
were sane, if our mothers loved us instead of rejecting us and
betraying us to reduce us to soldier material (which you don't
remember).

It's been said that "hell begins the day we are granted a vision of
what might have been."
That is my problem. Because I recovered those memories of infancy, I
see with perfect clarity the civilisation we would have if our mothers
could start loving us instead of reducing us to soldier material. It's
a problem because I have to go on living in an insane civilisation
with that clear vision of our lost sanity, that unfulfillable longing
for the sane civilisation which I know we could easily attain.

I have no right to advise others to go down that road.

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The amnesia surrounding infancy is in fact the major foundation of the
present mentally ill civilisation. If we remembered infancy, we could
not behave as we are behaving now. That is why Apollonius-Jesus
strongly implied that to "become as little children" is a major key to
enlightenment and healing.

Approaching it from a different angle, Bernardo Bertolucci declared:
"children are tortured until they tell their first lie."

But I have no right to advise you to go down that road under present
conditions.
You may not be able to cope with the emotions you will release.
And then, if you go looking for acceptance and help from your family
or from the fake "therapy" brigade, they will call you a pervert and
classify your SANITY as mental illness, and declare that you need to
be drugged and browbeaten ("counselled") back into conformity with the
present state of collective mental illness.

What I would say now is that the recovery of these memories can take
place from a distance, in the intellect only, under present
conditions, through reading texts such as at link below.

Then, the full recovery of the emotional states of infancy can be
pursued in a safe place, hopefully, by the few survivors of the coming
collapse of this civilisation ("Plan B).

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To see this Forbidden Subject in the intellect only at this stage,
read here:
http://groups.google.com/group/uk.legal/msg/fde3e9567813bc7e?&q=collective+mental+illness