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Preliminary:

To be honest, I do not feel any satisfaction in typing these healing
messages for you.
The enormity of what has been happening to us, its duration of eleven
thousand years, it's simplicity when explained, and how preventable it
all was, fills me with deep unease and discomfort, as well as acute
embarrassment.

I know it makes you feel the same way.

Some day we'lll have to face it.
Embarrassment will be the predominant emotion when we finally come
together and begin the healing process.
The job will not do itself.
I'm up for it.
Are you?

[Begin healing message from earlier today:]
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THE PERVERSION OF THE HUMAN FEMALE

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The stupidity of the survivalist-mode mother-infant relationship
throws the world off balance and drives the entire human species
insane.

We are sick, very sick. And we always will be sick until we unravel
the tentacles of perversion and imbecility that entwine and entrap
every human female in their chilling embrace.

I don't know why I have to keep repeating it, but I'll go through it
again for you.

Every living organism MUST have a powerfully intense impulse to
IMITATE and REPEAT the major perceptions and experiences of early
life. Without that impulse, no species could survive at the present
stage of evolution. It's often known as 'imprinting' or 'brain
wiring.'

The most prominent early experience for all humans is the loving
exchange of pleasurable caresses between mother and baby, the most
vivid being the pleasure the infant feels in his anus when the mother
strokes the baby's anus, often accompanied with loving eye contact and
smiles of delight. That beautiful act of love is more vivid and more
intensely fulfilling for your baby than breastfeeding is.

The video of Oxana / Dog Girl, link below, gives you an indication of
just how INTENSE was your impulse to IMITATE and REPEAT your most
prominent early experiences, above all the intense impulse to caress
your mother's anus and to know you were giving your mother the same
lovely pleasures in her anus as she gave to you in your anus, several
times daily for several months.

This is not a debate; this is a FACT, which you KNOW intellectually if
you just follow the logic.
And you can KNOW it emotionally if you simply relive your infancy with
a surrogate mother so as to recover the lost memories of that ancient
lovemaking with your mother.

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You are not busy. You do not have important work to do, because
NOTHING is more important than this healing message.

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The human female is a pervert.

Incalculable damage is done to our species by the human female's
unnatural practice of reversing the law of 'imprinting' by PROHIBITING
human infants from imitating and repeating the loving caresses of
infancy.

Toxic shame is the instrument used by women to impose this perversion
of the natural law. The toxic shame effectively communicates to every
human baby that what mothers and babies do in the early months of life
is immoral and shameful to the point of being unspeakable.
Every baby knows that the human female is mentally ill when she
imposes the toxic shame and inverts the natural law in this way.

The baby has to forget, but the state of bewilderment, ambivalence and
moral nihilism is internalised by every baby and becomes the
predominant force of our being and the defining trait of our
civilisation.

IF EVERY MOTHER COMMUNICATES TO HER BABIES THAT THE NURTURING, THE
LOVE, THE BODILY PLEASURES THAT WE EXPERIENCED AND EXCHANGED AT THE
BEGINNING OF OUR LIVES WERE IMMORAL AND SHAMEFUL, SO THAT IT IS
FORBIDDEN TO IMITATE AND REPEAT THOSE EXPERIENCES AS NATURE INTENDS
OUR EARLY EXPERIENCES TO BE IMITATED AND REPEATED.... If something as
good and as beautiful as that is reclassified as immoral and shameful
by the one who pretends to be our protector and nurturer... then there
is NO HOPE FOR THE CIVILISATION IN WHICH IT IS HAPPENING - THIS
PERVERSION OF THE NATURAL LAW, THIS DENIAL AND REVERSAL OF WHAT OUR
SENSES TELL US, IMPOSED BY THE HUMAN FEMALE ON EVERY INFANT HUMAN
BEING.

The results are all around you now, and in the history books. The
human species cannot be expected to be capable of rational judgments
or of any coherent ethical/moral sense, after our mothers have done
that to us, forcing us to say beauty is ugliness, love is immoral, our
perceptions are invalid, our senses are lying to us and the most
fundamental law of nature is wrong and must be inverted.

Are you beginning to see it now?
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As I said so often, I have to advise you NOT to make any changes in
the way you relate to babies and growing children in the present era.
We can't cope with that, not yet. We're 'too far gone.' What we do
need now, and bloody quick, is an all-out emergency programme of re-
education / reorientation / "brain rewiring" among the adults of the
species, including mass recovery of the lost memories of infancy.
And including also the infancy of the tribe, the ancient catastrophe
that drove our mothers insane in the first place.
And including communal REHEARSALS FOR FUTURE SANITY in every town on
every continent.

What does it take to knock some sense into you filthy perverts - human
mothers - you who insist that our perceptions are invalid, that the
most basic law of Nature is invalid, that love is immoral, that what
we experience in infancy is not happening but the opposite is
happening......

The mother-infant relationship is both Stalinist and Orwellian in its
inversion of truth, its denial of our perceptions, its fabrication of
non-existent non-facts imposed as dogma...

The falseness and cruelty of our civilsation is only unconscious
repetition of the falseness and cruelty of the mother-infant
relationship.

What is happening to us is quite simple: instead of letting us IMITATE
and REPEAT the harmonious loving, nurturing and caressing of early
infancy, our bloody mothers force our species to IMITATE and REPEAT
the inversion of truth and inversion of morality contained in the
toxic shame and the reversal of the most fundamental natural law.

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The job will not do itself.

Forget about the 'airy fairy' 'great spiritual awakening' peddled by
false prophets. It can never happen, because there can never be any
sustainable progress, 'spiritual' or otherwise, for a species in which
every mother is communicating to her babies that love is immoral,
beauty is ugliness, our experiences as infants didn't happen but the
opposite happened and the most fundamental law of nature is false and
must be put into reverse......

Are you beginning to see it yet, or will we all now just shove a stick
of dynamite up the backside of every woman in the world and light all
the fuses simultaneously? Would THAT finally focus the human female's
mind and cure women of their sick perversion and restore basic common
sense and elementary decency to the mother-infant relationship?

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Oxana / Dog Girl / The Intensity of the Power of Imprinting
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qyqbnDjId7g

REMEMBERING YOUR OWN INFANCY /
THE FORGOTTEN HORRORS OF THE MOTHER-INFANT RELATIONSHIP /
THE FOUNTAIN OF SORROWS / ORIGINAL SIN:

Your Baby is not a Sack of Potatoes, Mrs !
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_121hsrds9ww

Shaking the Baby
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_21gvfsbjdd

Silence of the Damned
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_17fz9g4h7q

I Still Miss Someone (reissued / back up copy)
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_167dqb3cgd3

Practical Reparenting - One Step at a Time
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_144hq6nhqgd

The Shame
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_69r8r9d5d2

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THE LAST CARD

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Can you see now what this is about, what it comes down to in the final
analysis?

I've played my last card, and have been inviting the rest of you to
play your last card similarly.

If you read and absorb fully the two documents
'Animal Experimentation - The Hidden Cause of Environmental Pollution'
and
'The Cancer Business,'
paying particular attention to pages 9 to 11 of
'IMPERATRICE NUDA / Slaughter of the Innocent,'
well then you know that we're finished.
Our civilisation will continue to decay in slow motion until it
collapses into a near-lifeless biosphere and a re-run of the forgotten
survivalist emergencies in which our madness originated.
It's happening in slow motion, slower than anyone anticipated, but
total collapse can be expected in our lifetimes or our children's
lifetimes.

The never-ending flow of 'animal tested' [=untested] poisons pouring
into our bodies and our biosphere is enough in itself to seal our
fate, and it is only one of many suicidal activities.
Our last chance to turn this around came in 1990.
When even Hans Ruesch remained silent in 1990, that was the beginning
of the end.
I didn't know it at the time, but the explanation of our collective
death wish is given in 'Mankind In Amnesia' by Immanuel Velikovsky.
We MUST destroy ourselves.
It's a basic psychological law that sufferers from trauma-induced
amnesia have a compulsion to recreate and relive the forgotten
horror.
Collectively we are 'unconsciously' arranging to relive the forgotten
survivalist emergencies that drove us insane in the first place.
We're almost there. We will not turn this around. We made our final
decision in 1990.

All that is left, to the few who will open their eyes and their hearts
to it - is to do what I have done in the past six years:
DECLARE YOURSELF SANE IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE WORLD;
'COME OUT OF HER, MY PEOPLE;'
SHOW THE ENTIRE CREATION THAT YOU ARE NOT PART OF AN INSANE HUMANITY'S
SUICIDE PACT;
'SIGN YOURSELF OUT' OF THE LUNATIC ASYLUM INTO WHICH WE ALL WERE BORN,
RAISED AND EDUCATED.

That is all you have left now.
That is Your Last Card.

I've written that there is no such thing as 'dignity' in such a
deluded / deceived civilisation as ours.
I can add that the nearest approach anyone can have to a semblance of
dignity around here is what I have achieved in the past six years.
By writing what I have written - on the 'Collective Mental Illness'
thread and at the Google Documents presentation at links below - by
writing that I have come as close to dignity as it is possible to do
in our era.
Those writings are my way of 'signing myself out' of the Lunatic
Asylum that is the Vale of Tears civilisation of the past eleven
thousand years.

That is all you have left in these Last Days of our dying, mentally
ill civilisation, which is now a global 'doomsday cult' / mass suicide
pact.
It is clear now that nearly all humanity will stay on course for the
inevitable, the repetition of the ancient survivalist emergencies
which drove us insane to start with.

I can't be the only one who is going to 'come out' before the end, am
I?

To come out means regaining your sanity completely.
To come out means facing all TEN Forbidden Subjects.
That means, firstly and most importantly, doing the Practical
Reparenting exercises to recover fully the lost memories of infancy.
It also means grasping fully the practicalities of the ancient
catastrophes and survivalist emergencies that drove us all insane,
remembering those seminal times in all their practical physical and
emotional detail.
It means acknowledging that we all were born, raised and 'educated' in
a global Lunatic Asylum, which is what the history of the past eleven
thousand years is describing if we are honest.
It means seeing clearly that none of it ever had to happen, if only we
had applied 'The Law of the Sea' eleven thousand years ago, instead of
vampirism and cannibalism by murder and conquest, which in fact is the
genesis, the blueprint for our collective mental illness....
Which in turn means reciting the New Holy Communion ceremony every day
so that it sinks into the depths of our souls, including the
determination that never again will we do that to each other in any
future survivalist emergency, thus guaranteeing that we will never
again lose the Garden of Eden, never again let a catastrophic event
drive us insane....

I'm writing off the cuff, as the words come. Just concentrate on the
meaning.

THE PRACTICALITIES - HOW CAN WE PLAY OUR LAST CARD?

It's not quite straightforward. There are problems with regard to
recovering the memories of infancy, along with recovering the memories
of the full physical and emotional impact of the ancient catastrophes
and survivalist emergencies that drove us insane. Taken together, this
knowledge with its corresponding emotions will be too much to bear
alone.
It can succeed only if done in a community of like-minded adults fully
committed to regaining their sanity and fully committed to a new type
of communal love between all members of their group - actually an
*old* type of love, Garden of Eden love, Golden Age love, Saturnian
love.

On reflection, I have to advise you not to proceed with your recovery
in the absence of such a community.
It will not be like anything that has gone before. Genuine healing and
genuine love have never happened before (although I'd love to be
corrected on that).
When you face ALL the forbidden subjects, when you remember your
infancy, when you fully absorb the New Holy Communion ceremony, you
will have to love deeply, with Garden of Eden / Saturnian love.
First, it will be a necessity, as you will not be able to bear the
emotional burden of the truth as things stand now, not with just the
old warmonger's love that we call "love" today. But also it will come
to you instinctively as you face the Forbidden Subjects.
The old things will pass away.
Then will come the Rehearsals For Future Sanity....

FALSE PROPHETS

As predicted by Apollonius-Jesus, false prophets abound today. They
thrive because there is a huge demand for their easy words and their
'job-will-do-itself' message in a dying civilisation.
The two major false prophets that have come to my notice recently are
Patti Cota-Robles and David Icke. I've given an evaluation of PattiCR
recently. What of David Icke?
Well, correct me if I'm wrong about anything.... but David Icke has
nothing to offer except intricate analysis of the sins of the ruling
group, plus his version of the job-will-do-itself doctrine... to do
with the earth entering a new band of galactic radiation which will
alter the frequency at which human beings vibrate..... Very
convenient....

But no, that's no good, David. Mental Illness is mental illness, and
the only way to recover from our collective mental illness is simply
to face the Forbidden Subjects, starting with remembering the
forgotten horrors of the mother-infant relationship, knowing that
every mother in the world is a child abuser... and so on.... the false
prophets are silent on the Forbidden Subjects, and that is the way to
identify and avoid false prophets.

Why are David Icke's lectures sold out within weeks of being
advertised? Because he is saying the easy words people want to hear:
"the-job-will-do-itself."
Which brings us back to the words of Apollonius-Jesus: "woe to ye when
all men speak well of ye!"

I can only offer you these writings and the rest is up to you.
But I'm telling you that is all you have - that is your Last Card.
That is the only approach in the direction of a semblance of dignity -
to 'come out' before the collapse comes, to declare your sanity before
the whole of creation, to publicly 'sign yourself out' from the global
Lunatic Asylum into which we all were born, raised and 'educated.'

Some people are still stuck at the stage of saying politicians are no
good, they're all the same, we refuse to vote until we have a new type
of politician to vote for....
No. When you say that, you are placing the problem outside yourselves.
The problem is in you, not in politicians.
The politicians and ruling group are a projection of YOUR collective
mental illness.
In a sane civilisation, there would be no politicians and ruling group
as we have today. There would be public servants, with everybody fully
participating in the running of our affairs.
No more Little Big Men, in other words (See "LISTEN, LITTLE MAN !" by
Wilhelm Reich).
Our current political / administrative arrangements are only a legacy
of the madness of the survivalist emergencies, a symptom of our
collective mental illness.

Your Last Card is to 'come out' as I have done, to declare your sanity
to the world as I have done, to 'sign yourself out' of the global
Lunatic Asylum into which we all were born, raised and 'educated.'

The decay will continue in slow motion. The collapse is unavoidable,
like a train on a track, which can't be stopped and can't be derailed.
We're all on it and we're all going to the end of the line.
We gave our Final Answer in 1990; we signed the death warrant of our
civilisation in 1990.

So all that remains, the one possession of any value that you still
have, is that Last Card... to go out with a semblance of something
approaching a form of dignity, the only semblance of dignity that
exists in our era, which is to 'come out' by declaring your sanity as
I have done, to 'sign yourself out' of the global lunatic asylum into
which we all were born, raised and 'educated.'

This was written quickly, 'off the cuff' but the meaning is what
matters.
This is my gift of healing to you, the only thing you've got, the only
freedom left to you - the freedom to declare your sanity, to 'sign
yourself out' before the end comes.
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Animal Experimentation: the Hidden Cause of Environmental Pollution
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_174g5kg85dn

The Cancer Business (Rattigan)
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_178fz8mgvgw

The Forbidden Subjects
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_109cgj36zgd

Declaration for Healing
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_12962crm2ff

Collective Mental Illness:
http://groups.google.co.uk/group/us.legal/browse_thread/thread/1e7105e207b5223b/124190459f649c4c?q=collective+mental+illness&lnk=nl&