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SO MUCH TO SAY / SO MUCH TO DO

The Long Road Back To Sanity

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There is so much that can be said about this, I could continue
indefinitely.

Our civilisation and our mental state have their roots in 'the
psychology of the survivalist emergency.' In a survivalist emergency,
everything goes into reverse. It's a beauty contest in hell, a
competition in insanity, as the tribe that wins the survivalist wars
is the tribe that reverses its sanity and its morality more than other
tribes. So we are the descendants of the worst of the worst of our
kind. They are the ones who survived to become our ancestors. That
explains the madness all around you and in the history books.

So your thinking, your values, your behaviour are all in reverse. You
may strive to be decent and progressive, but you can never succeed,
because our societal arrangements strictly forbid decency and sanity.

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You need to think some more regarding the fact that a few people
advised me to be concerned about my 'reputation,' to worry about what
other people here think of what I write.

The fear of disapproval from your 'peers' is another symptom of your
collective mental illness.

It has its roots in the forgotten survivalist emergencies, when the
survival of the tribe demanded that we give unquestioning support to
the messiah who would lead us to military victory. To question tribal
doctrine was treason, punishable by death or banishment. Further, that
ancient tribal cohesion attained by outlawing dissent and eccentricity
- became associated in our brains with physical survival, and whatever
we associate with physical survival, we have a powerful compulsion to
repeat. So the fear of being different to the herd, the fear of
thinking clearly and thus having a 'bad reputation' is a legacy of
that ancient time in which our civilisation is rooted.
This archetypal, neurotic fear of disapproval is part of what makes us
resist healing, and is another symptom of our collective mental
illness.

So, when you advise me to worry about my reputation, you are revealing
yourselves as mentally ill, yet again. And your thinking is so
hopelessly inverted and muddled that you tell me I'm crazy or similar.

I never deleted any of my eccentric, informal posts. They are an
important part of the gift of healing that I am imparting to you.
You'll never make any progress until you get to where I am, not caring
about what the members of an insane civilisation think or say about
you.

I'm not saying you all should write publicly in the same vein as I do.
Keep it formal if you like. But the healing example is there. Remember
the words of Apollonius-Jesus:
'woe to ye when all men speak well of ye.'
What he meant was that if the members of an insane civilisation admire
you, you are in big trouble.

It's not a new concept. Wilhelm Reich and Ronald Laing were among the
few conventionally qualified psychologists who recognised that human
society is insane, and that what conventional psychology classifies as
'neurosis' and 'addictions' are in fact a healthy response from a sane
organism to the stress of being required to live in an insane
civilisation while pretending it's not an insane civilisation.

Velikovsky said much the same, with a different emphasis.

In that sense, my need to have a drink some days is just that - my
healthy response to the stress of being surrounded by this collective
mental illness which you set up as being the opposite of what it is,
and which you still believe to be the only way life can ever be lived.

So that is why I never deleted my informal posts, which you think I
should be embarrassed about. There are several important elements of
the overall healing message contained in those informal posts.

You can never heal unless you recognise that legacy of the forgotten
survivalist emergencies: the fear of tribal disapproval.

To heal, you have to study images such as 'The Queen of Heaven' /
Ishtar / New Planet, and videos as in 'The Secret History of the Solar
System.'
You need to think clearly about what actually happened to the surface
of the earth back then. What was life like for the survivors? It's not
about words, black marks on white paper in some erudite geological /
archaeological textbook. It's about emotions, and about the tangible
realities of life in a survivalist emergency, where vampirism and
cannibalism were necessary for survival, and there were plenty who
were striving to steal your blood and your flesh by force. Next the
tangible realities and emotional states of our ancestors as the
vegetation grew back and new fertile river basins began to form in
different locations to the previous ones, and because a section of
your fellow human beings were going to kill you for possession of the
precious new 'Promised Land,' you had to kill them before they killed
you. And to do that, you had to take part in this 'beauty contest in
hell' - meaning the most ruthless, most criminally insane band of
survivors was the one that would stay alive. So the requirement was to
become more evil and more mentally ill than any other group if you
wanted to stay alive. So - SEVERE MENTAL ILLNESS BECAME ASSOCIATED IN
OUR BRAINS AND IN OUR ARCHETYPES WITH PHYSICAL SURVIVAL.

Can you see it now? We never changed anything after the vegetation
grew back fully and the earth again could sustain all its inhabitants.
The 'beauty contest in hell,' the competition to become more ruthless
and more mentally ill than any other group has continued all through
the past eleven thousand years. That sums up what you read in history
book.
And similarly, that is the reason why you fear a man who has regained
his sanity and invites you to regain your sanity.
Collective mental illness is firmly associated with physical survival
in our brains and archetypes. That is why you cling so determinedly to
your state of amnesia-scotoma-delusion / collective mental illness.

So my occasional rants about 'Anne Byrne's Anus' and similar are
shocking and embarrassing to you, but not to me. In fact those
informal posts are the voice of sanity, an invitation to healing.
When you were an infant, your love and adoration for your mother was
very intense.
The purpose of motherhood is to generate soldiers to do our killing
for us, by crushing every baby's primal love impulse.
That is why so many prostitutes make a lot of money out of allowing
men to adore them. You were forbidden to express your adoration for
your mother by returning her loving caresses as Nature intended under
the basic law of 'imprinting' / 'brain wiring.' But the urge is primal
and unavoidable and indestructible and is buried inside every one of
you, the need to give the infant's repressed, rejected adoration to
someone else, or to give expression to it somehow.
In Ireland, the country itself was given the status of a mythical
woman to be adored, as in 'Four Green Fields,' and many Irish men took
great pride in queuing up to get themselves killed or jailed for
expressing their adoration for 'her.' They had been forbidden to adore
their mothers as every infant needs to. So the primal emotional drives
of infancy come out in many distorted forms, as in patriotism, or in
the prostitute's therapy room, or inverted and converted into neurosis
or sadism.....

The mother-infant relationship really is Original Sin in that sense.
You could also say the first major orgy of forcible vampirism and
cannibalism eleven thousand years ago is Original Sin, and that would
be more accurate. All things are connected.

If only you could let yourself think freely, you would see that my
informal posts - for example about Anne Byrne's Anus and similar - are
manifestations of my regaining of our ancient sanity. What it means -
in this example - is that I can worship a woman while also habitually
sticking my tongue up her hole; I can view a woman as madonna and
whore fused into one complete and fully intact and integrated person.
Or, 'my mother has an anus, yours doesn't' is another way of putting
it.
You have to reconnect with the primal emotional drives of the
Universal Infant if you want to heal or to achieve any sustainable
progress for human society.

So, I have not deleted any of my informal posts that you think I
should be embarrassed about, because they are an integral part of the
overall analysis and healing formula. You will see great beauty there
if you let yourself see it. But for that you have to make a huge
mental leap, out of the current state of fear and incompleteness and
avoidance of your true self, avoidance of knowing your history, which
is the basic definition of mental illness.
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(1) REMEMBERING HUMANITY'S COLLECTIVE INFANCY /
THE RECONSTRUCTION OF SUPPRESSED ANCIENT HISTORY /
THE ANCIENT TRAUMAS THAT DROVE THE ENTIRE HUMAN RACE INSANE:

Mass Scotoma Rides Again
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_175d3cpt7cd

The Secret History of the Solar System
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_158gg4t9mhb

The Trilogy of Truth (Immanuel Velikovsky)
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_8d2hnhqgs

(2) REMEMBERING YOUR OWN INFANCY /
THE FORGOTTEN HORRORS OF THE MOTHER-INFANT RELATIONSHIP /
THE FOUNTAIN OF SORROWS / ORIGINAL SIN:

Your Baby is not a Sack of Potatoes, Mrs !
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_121hsrds9ww

Shaking the Baby
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_21gvfsbjdd

Silence of the Damned
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_17fz9g4h7q

I Still Miss Someone (reissued / back up copy)
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_167dqb3cgd3

Practical Reparenting - One Step at a Time
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_144hq6nhqgd

The Shame
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_69r8r9d5d2

(3) THE VIVISECTION SWINDLE /
= THE COLLECTIVE SUICIDE OF THE ENTIRE HUMAN SPECIES:

Animal Experimentation: the Hidden Cause of Environmental Pollution
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_174g5kg85dn

Vivisection - Its Crucial Role in the Scheme of Things
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_83w8mzhvgj

The Vaccination Fraud (Rattigan / Mendelsohn)
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_126hgz9s8fb

The Cancer Business (Rattigan)
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_178fz8mgvgw

(4) MISCELLANEOUS HEALING DOCUMENTS:

Healing Our Tragic Civilisation
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_59fb3hm8fb

Remember or Die
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_19g52bxtdq

The Law of the Sea
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_22d3rksxcw

Sex Scandal
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_110dhnm97fv

Nicea Revisited
http://docs.google.com/Edit?id=dddp6bt4_176g29p24g6

Plan C and Plan D
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_48g3j93whm

Sanity is Bad for You (?)
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_131c6fr7vcm

Natural Functioning is not Paedophilia
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_15dgbdf2hh

The Incest Taboo Revisited
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_37hfqw24g3

Collective Mental Illness
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_28gtn8kgdq

The Forbidden Subjects
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_109cgj36zgd

Declaration for Healing
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_12962crm2ff

The Importance of 'Coming Out'
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_95kjsbtcdq

Happiness is a Symptom of Mental Illness
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_885s4cfcd9

All Our Songs Are Sad
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_40f6z7k8dr

I Am Reality
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_102gkrd9vfw

Countdown to Dictatorship
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_145g55fgpc9

Evolutionary Dead End
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_128d7rt98ck

Response to "Looney" jibe
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_14cq9wcqgn

Vague Hints from Faint Hearts
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_1714qs67jhh

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COLLECTIVE ADDICTION TO SUFFERING
is one of the major symptoms of your
COLLECTIVE MENTAL ILLNESS

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You have a horror of just the thought of any physical intimacy with
your parents. So have I. Yet there is nothing natural or instinctive
about that revulsion toward what we call 'incest.'

It ignores the fact that the mother-infant relationship is a sexual
relationship, meaning a loving relationship between two human beings
which includes expressing love for one another through exchange of
pleasurable caresses in some or all of the more sensitive parts of our
bodies.
Early infancy is the most formative experience of our lives. The law
of 'imprinting' / 'brain wiring' is the basic law of biology, and it
demands that every living organism must have a powerful urge to
imitate and repeat its earliest experiences.
This is demonstrated vividly by the Oxana / Dog Girl video.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qyqbnDjId7g
The toxic shame that adults, and even older children, put on every
growing baby, to communicate that what happened in early infancy is
evil and shameful - there is nothing natural or desirable about that.
It was introduced only after we lost the Garden of Eden, and it was
introduced only to facilitate war, because warmongers are well aware
that if we are emotionally fulfilled and loving toward one another, we
will have no hate to give to the barbarians and they will defeat us.

That is the only reason for the ban on expressing love as Nature
intended for the ones we love most, meaning our parents, siblings and
close relatives.

The need to prevent inbred pregnancies is valid, but is a basis only
for prohibiting vaginal intercourse with pre-menopausal female
relatives.

Other than that, as demonstrated vividly by the Oxana / Dog Girl
video, we all had an overwhelming impulse as toddlers to imitate and
repeat the loving, pleasurable caresses of early infancy, and to
continue to exchange those loving, pleasurable caresses throughout our
entire lives, with our mothers and with other children and adults.
That is one of the most basic laws of life, a fundamental fact of
biology - the intense impulse and need to imitate and repeat the most
vivid experiences of early life.

Our civilisation is on a permanent war footing, which is achieved by
inverting that most fundamental law of biology, the overwhelming
impulse we all had to imitate and repeat our earliest experiences.
Every baby is traumatised by this inversion of natural functioning.
The pain of seeing adults declaring the baby's sanity to be insanity,
the pain of having to relinquish the world we though we had been born
into and merging into the adults' insanity in order to survive - that
is too much to bear, and so we take refuge from it in amnesia and we
don't remember our infancy.

Nobody denies any of this, and yet no matter how many times I repeat
it, nobody will join with me in advocating healing and an end to human
suffering by making a start at turning this madness around.

The greatest minds humanity produced in the past eleven thousand years
remained silent on this basic diagnosis of collective mental illness.

That inversion of the natural law by every mother in the world is the
fountain of sorrows, original sin. You will end human suffering as
soon as you re-educate / re-train your women so that they no longer
will be committing this horrendously cruel act of child abuse against
every baby in the world.

And yet, no matter how much you suffer, you refuse even to contemplate
the idea that we should make a start at ending our suffering by
commencing the re-education / reorientation / 'brain rewiring' process
with a view to a future time when the entire human population will be
aware of that most basic fact of psychology and will change their laws
so as to reintroduce decency and caring to the mother-infant
relationship for the next generation of babies.

That is unthinkable to you, and again there is a simple psychological
explanation for the self-perpetuating nature of your collective mental
illness.

But then we have to explain why I am not subject to your addiction to
pain.

I want to end human suffering by removing the cause of human
suffering, which is that inversion of the natural law imposed by the
human female on every baby. I want it to end, so that we can all stop
suffering. You don't, you insist that human suffering must never end,
that our mothers will always be child abusers until the end of time.

So what is the difference between me and you?

Why am I sane while you are not sane?

Perhaps that is the first question you need to address if you are to
commence your healing process.

Can I offer you any hints?
Well, I don't like pain, you do like pain and want it to continue.
Yet there are millions in the world who have suffered much more than I
have, so it's not that I have suffered more than others that makes me
dislike pain-generating societal arrangements while the rest of you
love pain-generating societal arrangements.

I've stated that growing up in 1950s Ireland, a place where everything
and everyone was false, give me an intense love of truth and distaste
for falsehood, which you lack.
Yet, to be fair, there are worse places and more dishonest places than
1950s Ireland.

I've never been hungry. I've always had financial security, which
gives a man the freedom to think. But the same applies to many others,
and they still are fully committed to everlasting hell on earth for
all humanity via these pain-generating societal arrangements which you
cling to so determinedly.

What then? Why am I free from the insanity that grips you?

What exactly is wrong with all you six billion imbeciles that makes
you insist that we must never end human suffering by arresting every
woman in the world and sending her on a compulsory parenting course?
It's the only way to end human suffering, and it's simple and easy to
understand. Anyone who views the 'Oxana / Dog Girl' video can see it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qyqbnDjId7g
So again, to be addicted to pain, and to insist that every baby in the
world must be cruelly abused by being prohibited from imitating and
repeating the early experiences of life - that is very severe mental
illness afflicting all six billion of you, but somehow I am not
affected by it.

I do NOT want babies to be abused, you do.

So how do you explain the difference between me and you?
It has to be a useful question to ponder, as an aid to healing.
How did I arrive at my position of being OPPOSED to child abuse, while
all six billion of you are quite emphatically IN FAVOUR of child
abuse?
Try to work that one out. It can only help you to get on the right
track. It might be a turning point in your lives, your initial step in
the direction of recovery from your collective mental illness.
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REMEMBERING YOUR OWN INFANCY /
THE FORGOTTEN HORRORS OF THE MOTHER-INFANT RELATIONSHIP /
THE FOUNTAIN OF SORROWS / ORIGINAL SIN:

Your Baby is not a Sack of Potatoes, Mrs !
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_121hsrds9ww

Shaking the Baby
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_21gvfsbjdd

Silence of the Damned
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_17fz9g4h7q

I Still Miss Someone (reissued / back up copy)
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_167dqb3cgd3

Practical Reparenting - One Step at a Time
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_144hq6nhqgd

The Shame
http://docs.google.com/Doc?id=dddp6bt4_69r8r9d5d2